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3.28.2006

Super thank you!

Mas masaya na naman ang pagpasok sa school ngayon. Practice na kasi for graduation. Ang saya kantahin ang mga graduation songs kasi dama mo yung story and/or emotions behind the song. Haha.



I won't mention it na ha pero lately, I've been receiving a lot of gifts from God. materyal man o hindi. As in super. these gifts are a lot better than what I want or what I'm expecting. BAkit kaya ang bait ni Lord sa akin? Most people are very happy pag nag-uumapaw ang blessings pero ewan ko, baliw talaga ako kasi a part of me is natatakot. yung bang tipong, oo nga ang daming blessings ngayon pero paano pag bumaliktad bigla ang mundo at mawala lahat ito. (play gulong ng palad here)

kaya samantalahin ang pagkakataon! sabi nga ni Gary Bolding your families are extremely proud of you. You can't imagine the sense of relief they are experiencing. This would be a most opportune time to ask for money. (at tandaan ding hindi lang money ang pwedeng hingin) pero mahal na mahal ko ang mga magulang ko dahil hindi pa ako humihingi eh umaarangkada na sila sa pagbibigay. yebah!

3.27.2006

Retreat

masaya. yun lang. medyo kulang kami pero masaya pa rin.

I don't want to get emotional or something. I don't even want to cry. kasi there's nothing to cry about. pero may mga times pa rin na di mapigilan ang pagluha. basta nangingibabaw pa rin yung happiness and excitement ko. I was like "let's all be happy. let's all smile! we're going to graduate! aren't you all excited to go to college?!!!"

kokadan...

thanks to nix, mio and daphne for the pictures.
















3.21.2006

ANG SAYA-SAYA!

masaya pumasok sa school ngayon. konti lang kasi ang tao. wala yung mga pesteng galing sa lower years na kung umasta eh parang di kami kinikila bilang mga senior. Good riddance, jerks.


masaya pumasok sa school ngayon kahit na hindi ko sya nakita kanina.


masaya pumasok sa school ngayon kasi hindi kami nakakulong sa isang classroom at pinapainit ang pwet ng mahigit kumulang sampung oras. masaya yung palakad lakad ka. punta ka sa 1st floor, tapos 2nd floor, lipat ka sa grade school, punta sa canteen, punta ka sa 3rd floor, magpahangin ka 4th floor, bulabugin ang library, makigulo sa faculty room o kaya ay tumambay sa insights office.


masaya pumasok sa school ngayon. mas madali iwasan ang mga taong hindi mo gustong makita


masaya pumasok sa school ngayon lalo na't wala akong ginagawa kundi kumakain, naglalakad, at nakikipagkwentuhan


***


Sabi ni Ma'am Villar, malaki daw ang ipinagbago mula nung 2nd year kami. mula daw dun sa ayi na walang homework, kulang kulang sa project at late na lang sa lahat ng dapat i-submit, ako na raw si ayi nauuna sa pagtapos ng thesis. naks naman. hehe. iba na ang inspired. joke lang.


***

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
sabi nga ng jologs na si Mark Bautista sa isa sa mga album titles niya: DREAM ON.
(Napaka weird ng title, DREAM ON. Parang sinasabi ni Mark Bautista sa fans niya na ‘Asa pa kayo’.) Sometimes the people who actually think of album titles don’t even spend time to think about titles at all. Napaka DUH talaga. - Aaron Roselo (aaronroselo.com)

3.19.2006

3.18.2006

ASA

Tapos na ang exam. Hindi pa pwedeng mag-yehey. May thesis pa akong problema. Retreat pala namin next week. I'm not excited or happy about it not because it will be held in Balaoan but because we're not getting anything from retreats and such stuff. We had recollections for the past two years and I haven't seen any changes in our batch. We still revert to our old attitude and ways after the tearducts have gone dry. Wag na lang tayong mag-retreat kung wala ring mangyayaring pagbabago afterwards

3.13.2006

huling habilin

I love this time of the year... when the school year is about to end and we all act as if we're not going to see each other ever again and we're all afraid that we might forget each other and the moments we spend together. So we gather messages from our classmates that will serve as "memorabilia". Mas gusto ko yung ginawa namin nung 2nd year wherein we have our own mailbox and people can drop their letters/notes if they want to. Kaya if a person doesn't mean anything to you, there is no need to write him/her a note/letter. nung third year at ngayon, parang sapilitan ang mga messages kasi meron kang malaking cartolina at ipapasign mo to sa lahat ng taong gusto mo kahit na yung taong yun eh wala namang balak mag-sign. Nung 2nd year kasi eh, parang malaking bagay yung nakatanggap ka ng note kasi parang "uy, wow, naalala nya ako". Ang scenario kasi ngayon, "uy, pa-sign nga ako?" (imperative) pero ayos lang. masaya pa rin.



eto ang mga messages/testimonials sa akin:







There are four messages I appreciated the most. One is Tricia's (alam mo, bilib ako sa friendship niyo nina Jonee at Faye). Another is Ma'am J.Lo's (You'll definitely be one of the people I won't forget... I admire you for being open minded. ) I also liked Faye's (You're one of the nicest people in the world though ironically, mejo mean ka to other people. Kita tayo sa Diliman a? sa may sunken.) Yung pang-apat na message e sikreto ko na lang.

3.12.2006

Flashback

...dahil masarap balik-balikan ang mga masasayang oras.






Happiness is just a teardrop away.

quote of the day

"marunong ka na ngayong mag-gel at magpa-gwapo"

Goodbye and thank you

With only a few days left in the school year, WE EXPERIENCE A LOT OF LASTS AND AS WE GO THROUGH THIS, WE TEND TO REMEMBER A LOT OF FIRSTS. It brings me mixed emotions of joy and melancholy as I refresh in my mind the first school daeys.


During the freshman orientation which was held at the gym, a girl from Felkris stepped on my umbrella, which I placed next to my bag. I gave the girl my super-suplada-irap. At the end of the school year, that girl became one of my closest friends. She is Marie Ritz Payseng and even if she now attends another school, we still e-mail each other. Another classmate of mine, a guy from Holy Angel’s Montessori, whom I didn’t know or recognize until he did a report in our Filipino class about a “panty freak”, became a close friend of mine during the last quarter of my freshman year. He is Ralph Waldo Acosta. Ritz, Ralph and I were the Harry Potter dream team during our freshman year.


Of course, we couldn’t forget our class organization, Teapot, which was headed by Faye. We were even told off by our class adviser, Mrs. Ducusin since we were collecting money. But that money was only used for the purchase of our Teapot IDs.


There was also a time when I was sent to the guidance office, with my partner in crime, Joanna. I wouldn’t disclose the reason we were called since it’s a bit embarrassing.


Another significant event during my freshman year is Lorma High School’s championship in the La Union Journalism Congress. That was the first time it has happened in the high school and having been the second placer in Feature writing during that time, really makes me proud.


When we were in second year, all of us were contented and very happy with our class section. Each section of the year felt like they really belong to their sections – we all felt like we belong to a family. Everyone in II-Einstein thinks that it was our best class. Everyone was in good terms with everybody. It was also in my sophomore year when I became best friends with Faye and Jonee. It was during that time when we made our ‘Ten Commandments of Friendship’ and we still abide by those rules.


II-Einstein class was really fun. After we have our class in the computer laboratory, we go straight to Michelle’s and buy food. One time 90% of the class was late in Ecology because we were all in Michelle’s. Faye, Jonee and I cleaned the classroom if we are not scheduled to clean. That’s how we loved II-Einstein. Oftentimes, Dominick and Chicky would help us. Our class even had an official candy – Maxx, cherry flavor.


One of our mishaps happened during the fieldtrip to Neuva Ecija, when Faye, Jonee and I were almost left in one of the itineraries because we were in restroom. We were lucky that the bus hasn’t gone that far, our classmates were still able to see us running after the bus.


During our Christmas party, Andrew had to leave early. We were all convincing him to stay so that he wouldn’t miss the fun but he still decided to leave. After the party, we received a text message from him informing us that his mother died. Leaving the party then seemed not to be a bad decision.


Another Andrew incident happened one day when we were simply passing by the Einstein class and Morris suddenly grabbed Andrew and punched him. We were all dead serious and worried during that time. But now, as we look back, we just smile and ask Morris, “uy, Bakit mo sya sinuntok?” He still hasn’t answered that one.


In our junior year, Faye and I stayed in III-Dalton and Jonee was in III-MC. Even if we were not in the same section, the friendship we have remained intact and even grew stronger.


Our junior year was very eventful. In one of the contests I’ve joined, I met a person who .


Our class bonded with each other during our commercial making. We anticipate each Saturday as another tiring and eventful day for our commercial making.


There are two remarkable events during that year. First is the Faqtards website, which is a degrading website for the third years. Until now, the webmasters of the site are still hiding among us. Second is the JS Prom, which turned all of us into blossoming ladies and gentlemen.


There is not much to say about my senior year. I can only talk about our Intrams championship, Prom and the dispute between factions in our batch. Right now, I am just excited to go to college.


I guess my senior year became a journey into myself, realizing who I really am, what I am capable of, what I am afraid of, and what I want to do for the rest of my life.


After I look back at the four years that has elapsed, I realize that the mere things that I complain about and little things that exist in my daily experience are the things that complete my high school life. That a high school without class disputes, prom, CAdT forms, terror teachers, gossips, intramurals, difficult projects, crushes, and flag ceremonies is not high school at all.


Yet, we must not forget that the bottom line of high school is education. EDUCATION IS A RIGHT BUT THE LORMA EDUCATION IS A PRIVELEGE. When I was a freshman, I was hesitant to attend Lorma after learning that I got into Philippine Science High School – CVC only that I was already enrolled when the admissions office called me. Now, that I am about to graduate from Lorma, I realize that I was indeed blessed to have learned lessons that I can only learn with the Lorma experience.


As we graduate, we are taunted with the question, “To whom do you entrust your brains now?” It is a question that pertains to where you are going. You graduate, now what? Graduation should mean that you are closing your door to high school and the people you met and loved during that time. Graduation, for me, is simply opening another pane in the window of my life so that I can see a better picture of what’s outside – the real world. When I was in freshman, I opened the pane of high school. Now that I am senior, I am about to open the pane of college.


Whatever university I choose to go to, I will always remain a Lormanian, a friend to those who cared for me in high school, and a student to the teachers who shaped my mind.


To God, I offer everything, the fruits of my high school education and my life. To my parents, I know that you are proud of me but someday, I still hope that I can make you even prouder.


To my friends and colleagues, I hope that we would remain friends though we're apart. To my teachers, I hope that someday, with my achievements, you will realize the fruits of patience and sacrifices.


Friends, classmates, acquaintances, and teachers, goodbye and thank you

3.10.2006

Happy Blogging

This is going to be a long post.


Okay, let’s start with my thesis, which I have recently defended. Haha. I can (almost) sigh a relief. The oral examination was “nice”. I HOPE THAT THEY WOULD JUST JUDGE MY POWER POINT PRESENTATION INSTEAD OF MY THESIS. (Ang gagaya sa “style” ng powerpoint show ko ay mamatay. Graduating tayo, diba? Kaya prone tayo sa mga aksidente. Pwede ko yung isipin pag may namatay. Di ako masyamagi-guilty. basta, Lord, wag mo muna akong kunin. Hindi dahil sa graduating ako. Kundi dahil nakapasa ako sa UP, sayang naman yung opportunity kung mamatay ako na hindi man lang mararanasan ang buhay sa Diliman. Ang swerte naman nung waitlisted na mabibigyan ng slot dahil sa namatay ako. Teka, balik thesis nga tayo.) I suck at thesis writing. I just know it. I guess what I hated was the presence of an audience, IV-Galileo students. They’re not disturbing me by making noise and the like. They were really behaved. Really really behaved. It’s just that I felt very uncomfortable and nervous in their presence. I wasn’t prepared for something like that. Hours before the defense, people were asking me if I’m nervous or what, I just tell them, “okey lang”. A lot tell me “aye, good luck / God bless sa defense” and I just reply “thank you. That’s the nth time you said that.” It’s just that people made a fuss and were kind of concerned for me before my case defense and I was just this carefree and not-so-serious about it. Then came that twenty minutes before the defense. I learned that my classmates would be watching my defense. I was like “Bullshit! Mag-de-defense pa ba ako?” I was trembling all through out the duration of the defense and I don’t know if the panelist observed that. After the defense, everybody was congratulating me because I can finally sleep safe and sound. Actually, I wouldn’t be able to do that since I still have to do a lot of projects since my deadline is a week earlier from the real deadline of the project since I am requesting for an early release of my grade so that I can confirm my slot in Ateneo (that is if I’m still going to Ateneo) Plus, it’s not yet the end of my problem. The bottomline of my case defense was : THESIS OVERHAUL


The other day, we received our prom pictures. Yeah, finally! I’m not so happy with the pictures taken by the official photographers. Sobrang mali naman yung timing nila. Kung kelan nagsayaw kami ni kwan, hindi naman nila ako pinicturan. Paano na yan, wala akong proof sa mga apo ko? hahaHaha. There was one picture I really hated – mukha akong bakla dun. Haha. I like one of my solo pics – the one edited syempre. Our pics this year are much better that the ones last year. Sobrang mas maganda. Haha. I would like to post pa sana the prom pics here, especially that one with kwan para masaya pero wag na lang. I’m wiser than those bitches who will save the pic in their computer and ask someone to edit it and replace my face with theirs. Haha. ASA. (ang swerte pala ni ano. May picture sya na isinasayaw siya ni kwan. Maswerte kang bata pero mawawala mo rin yang copy mo ng picture na yan. Wala ka ring magiging proof sa mga apo mo!!!)


GOOD RIDDANCE, CADT FORM. Haha. Last form na naming kanina. Ang saya. Idol ko talaga si James. DISOBEDIENCE IS A VIRTUE. I hope some miracle would happen that eradicate the NSTP/ROTC in college.


Ilang weeks na lang graduation na. o, wala munang iiyak. I know we’re all gonna be separated from those people whom we consider our second family but on the bright side, we’re all gonna get rid of our enemies and other annoying people. GOOD RIDDANCE, BITCHES. Oh wait, that’s not right. Friends come and go but ENEMIES ACCUMULATE. No matter where you are, they will always stay as your enemies.


SUPORTAHAN NYO NAMAN SI PHIA SA CAMPUS IDOL! BUMILI NA KAYO NG TICKET!


Not a lot of people know me. Sometimes, when I do something bad or curse, some people still are surprised. They go like “aye, ngayon lang kita narinig magsalita ng ganyan a!” or when I tell them devilish things in my mind, they say “ala, aye, and sama mo!” in a sort-of-surprised-voice.


Haha. Marami ang hindi nakakakilala sa akin. I’m much badder than you think.

3.08.2006

limited blogging time

I don't have that much time to post on my blog now. I'm going to have my thesis defense on Friday and yet, I am still in the process of finalizing it. I am so going down. down. I have a lot of things to do like projects and other requirements. The teachers are asking me to submit my projects before the deadline so that they could release my grades so that I can confirm my slot for BS-MAC at the Ateneo (if I'm still going to Ateneo). Am I even allowed to sleep? haha. ang exag ko talaga.

3.04.2006

what now

Yesterday, we performed "our songs" as one of the requirements in PEHM. The purpose of the activity was to choose OUR graduation song. After the activity during our CAdT lecture, Sir Patacsil said that we should have chosen "bridging the gap" as the theme of our song.

I'm frustrated - NOT because not even one song entry from 4-Galileo got into the top3. I really liked "Muling Pagkikita" which was composed by one of the groups from 4-Aristotle. Tanggap ko naman na talagang musically inclined sila eh. What disappoints me is that the subtle dispute between the two fourth year sections is worsening. (will somebody confirm that it's not subtle anymore) It's frustrating that we (might) graduate not as seniors. Each of us (might) graduate as 4-Galileo or 4-Aristotle students.

3.02.2006

the happiest girl alive...

...is me.
I don't know why but I passed the UPCAT. When Faye told me I got into Diliman, I thought she was just joking. Later that afternoon, I was wondering how God can be so generous to me. Really. How come ever quarter, I get higher grades when every quarter, I just get more lazy and irresponsible? How come I get into all the schools I applied for? How come I got into UP?
If you really know me, you should know that I am a bad person. There are lot of things that people don't know about me. Faye and Jonee told me last tuesday "bakit kaya si Aye ang sama-sama nya pero ang swerte swerte nya?" I just laughed. maybe there really is no karma. or maybe mabait lang talaga sa akin si Lord kaya ganun. hahaha. baka ka-karmahin din ako. buti na lang, hindi pa ngayon.
hindi ko man nakuha ang gusto kong course sa UP (DWSA), ayos lang. ako naman yung tipong 'magkamatayan na pero sa UP-Diliman ako.' mas mahalaga sa akin yung school kaysa dun sa course.
Initial reaction ng mga tao.
mama:"ala, magconfirm ka na ngarud. hanap ka na ng course mo."
papa:"wag maging aktibista, wag manood ng oblation run (ano?!!!!)"
anti:"ala, nakapasa ka lang, nagkasakit ka naman na!"

2.24.2006

yo, dude!

seryoso. Mukha ba akong lalake?
I know I'm not girly-girl or overly kikay but I don't act that 'astigin' naman, diba? So, can anyone tell me why some guys call me "pare", "dude" and even "tsong"?

2.20.2006

The Procrastinator's Creed (aka MY creed)

1. I believe that if
anything is worth doing, it would have been done already.
2. I shall never
move quickly, except to avoid more work or find excuses.
3. I will never rush
into a job without a lifetime of consideration.
4. I shall meet all of my
deadlines directly in proportion to the amount of bodily injury I could expect
to receive from missing them.
5. I firmly believe that tomorrow holds the
possibility for new technologies, astounding discoveries, and a reprieve from my
obligations.
6. I truly believe that all deadlines are unreasonable
regardless of the amount of time given.
7. I shall never forget that the
probability of a miracle, though infinitesmally small, is not exactly
zero.
8. If at first I don’t succeed, there is always next year.
9. I
shall always decide not to decide, unless of course I decide to change my
mind.
10. I shall always begin, start, initiate, take the first step, and/or
write the first word, when I get around to it.
11. I obey the law of inverse
excuses which demands that the greater the task to be done, the more
insignificant the work that must be done prior to beginning the greater
task.
12. I know that the work cycle is not plan/start/finish, but is
wait/plan/plan.
13. I will never put off until tomorrow, what I can forget
about forever.



Quotes of the day

"Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat,
may pag-asa bang makilala ka?"
-Narda, Kamikazee
"(reading the text message)'Dj, I would like greet myself.' Kawawa naman 'to. wala man lang nakaka-alalang mag-greet sa kanya..."

2.19.2006

some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

As Amado and I were dancing, he asked me which I enjoyed more my Junior prom or Senior prom, I answered "Junior prom"
Oh, wait, I changed my mind.
SENIOR PROM ROCKS!!!!
#####
I danced in the cotillion without tripping or my gown being stepped on. Okay, maybe once. #####
I heard my name being mentioned several times during the class will and testament. I actually don't like that. I just want to hear my name in the bequeathal of math skills or proficiency in computer. #####
In the class prophecy, I am a published writer. But aside from that, I want to be a doctor-engineer. ####
While everybody else was having their dinner, Faye, Jonee, Joanna and I decided to have our pictures taken. When we returned to the hall, everybody was already finished eating dinner

#####

picture perfect! oh, okay, not so perfect. #####

After that, the lights dimmed. First song. First dance. Like last year’s promenade, I didn’t dance during the first song. Oh, that is just sad. But wait, the next song is coming up. #####My first dance. #####

First dance ko si Aaron. #####

#####

#####

#####

#####

After that, #####. Wow talaga. Bakit ba ang swerte ko?! #####

#####

#####

Ngeks.#####
Nominated pala si Morris para sa Mr. Senior. Si Danya at Wilfredo and Mr. and Ms. Senior. #####

Tapos, sinayaw din ako ni Jorge, James at Bernard.

Tapos, Ladies’ Choice dance na! si Morris ang Lady’s choice dance ko. A tapang a girl! He told me he was kind of nervous during the announcement of Mr. and Ms. Senior. Akala nya kasi may question and answer! #####

#####

Tapos sinayaw ako ni Amado at Raymark. Si Raymark ang Mr. Wisdom at si Daphne ang Ms. Wisdom. #####

Eto ang unexpected: Ladies’ Choice ulit. Wala sa plano to a. #####“Dominick, ikaw na lang lady’s choice ko…” “ha! Eh di ginawa mo na akong palaman!” During the dance I just thanked him for #####

Tapos last 5 songs na. Wala nang gustong magsayaw sa akin. So technically, last dance ko si Dominick. #####

#####

Events during the prom were so unexpected. ##### Then I danced with ##### #####haha. It was a perfect prom, after all. I let that sink in for a while.

Then I went to get my prom souvenir from my adviser, Ma’am Garabiles. She told me “ay, nakita ko kanina kung sino ang kasayaw mo sa Lady’s Choice!”. I was like “oo nga, o diba, ma’am ang tapang ko!”

#####

As for me, I do not regret #####. I can look back and say that I don’t regret any of it. I can just sigh a relief that I have memories of my senior prom which I could cherish forever. I can recall every second of ##### without batting an eyelash – as if through somebody else’s eyes, I can see myself looking at #####. Like every magical moment is unfolding before my eyes. ##### close to me. I can recall the whole prom night with a big smile etched on my face. Words are not enough to describe how magical the prom is.

As sugarfree’s ‘prom’ goes, “ito na’ng gabing di malilimutan…”
(NOTE: ##### -means that some lines were deleted from my personal journal entry so as to protect the innocent, namely, me)

2.16.2006

Pre-prom jitters part 2

Iba pa rin talaga ang excitement ng first JS prom.
Hindi ako ganun ka-excited.
I somewhat feel guilty because of what I did today at our prom rehearsal. I was kind of worried that my partner in the cotillion, Benjoe would not show up during the prom. I mean, he hardly attends practices. Anyways, the remedy I thought of was to have a back-up partner. I was thinking of James or Morris. But it won't be that easy to convince them. Then I thought of Marvin. I thought he was okay because it'll be easy to teach him the steps and that he can ebe asily convinced. What I didn't realize was Ichie will be partnered with Marvin during the first part of the cotillion. I really feel bad since Ichie was already crying after the rehearsal. Please, benjoe, come to the prom tomorrow.
Nga pala, ###### is online right now. I am thinking of telling him that I'll ask him to dance with me during the Lady's choice dance. haha. baka maunahan eh. ay, wag na lang, dyahe. pano pag sabihin nyang ayaw nya. ngeks. pero gusto ko magsasayaw kami! aaacccckkkk!!!
magfoo-foot spa pa sana ako pero nakakatamad eh.

2.15.2006

pre-prom jitters

"Ma'am/Sir, pwede bang wag na tayong magklase ngayon, malapit na prom eh?"

wa-epek. We just can't get teachers to stop thinking about school stuff just because of the prom. We can't "stop the world" just because the prom is fast approaching.

Quotes of the day

"Miss, isa ngang three-dimensional egg sandwhich!" -styar
"I'm not afraid to be your girlfriend... I'm afraid to be your ex." -chillybean
"Kaya nga kahit sobrang dalang tayong magkita ngayon, tinitiis ko. Eh yung pitong taon nga na yun nakayanan ko, ngayon pa kayang libre na sa ‘kin yung ngiti mo na dati-rati ninanakaw ko? " -chillybean

"#####, I hartshu" -wesaye_15

aarrrrrr

uy, may ka-love team na si jonee...ahihihihihi